urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:latenightsorrow latenightsorrow latenightsorrow 2005-12-17T03:43:45Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:latenightsorrow:2041 2005-12-17T03:43:45Z 2005-12-17T03:43:45Z all i ever do is think of her..at night i cant sleep cuz im lying awake thinking of her...ever if i got up the corrage to tell her how i feel i would even know what to say..but its like i cant be compleet unless im with her urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:latenightsorrow:1744 2005-12-08T19:15:33Z 2005-12-08T19:15:33Z AWWWWWWW...life can be soo crazy!!! i dont even know what to do somtimes. well at least i have music and cigarettes!..lol<br /><br />but it tis the christmas season!! yaaaay..oh yeah it not the fuggin holiday season its the christmas season..and if you dont life it eat a dick!!!!!..its a christmas tree, ew's and africans dont have the tree we do so call it what it is!!!!!<br />(yaaay for christmas anger) hehehe<br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:latenightsorrow:1512 2005-11-29T23:47:48Z 2005-11-29T23:47:48Z so its nice all day untill i go cycling then it start raining super hard this is gay!!!!....thats life i guess..wow i need to find a job QUICK im getting sick of having nothing to do all day, it soooooo boring. imean sure i play guitar like 7 hours a day but come on....<br /><br /><br />Iv really been starting to notice the abstance of god in my life since the move i havent prayed once, i havent been to church or cracked my bible..it really starting to take a toll on me... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:latenightsorrow:1050 2005-11-27T00:58:17Z 2005-11-27T00:58:17Z so i just found out that the girl that i cared for and who said she loved me has a boy friend. Theres no chance for us hopless romantics!!!!!.well im off to cry my self to sleep. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:latenightsorrow:904 2005-11-22T00:57:13Z 2005-11-22T00:57:13Z its strange the ways our hearts lead us. Just when we think we know what we want or who we want we are led away. strange the way that works. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:latenightsorrow:669 2005-11-19T01:14:17Z 2005-11-19T01:14:17Z wow its realy starting to set in that soon i will be in a different country away from every thing i know every that i know its like my world is getting fliped up side down i broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years... and then there is this other girl but its not like she knows i exist.well thats life, i should be used to it by now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:latenightsorrow:298 2005-11-18T03:47:59Z 2005-11-18T03:47:59Z well another fucking shit day i am moving from my home town corvallis oregon and away from the girl i am in love with to canada. mind you i like canada its a great place to live but wy heart lies broken in a pile of its own fluid.